Interests:as long as stars shine down from heaven, or the rivers run into the sea, until the end of time forever, your the only love i need. In my life your all that matters, in my eyes the only truth i see, when my hopes and dreams have shattered, your the only one there for me. When i found you i was blessed and i will never leave you, i need you. Imagine me without you, i'd be lost and so confused, i wouldn't last a day, i'd be afraid without you here to see me through. Imagine me without you, you know it's just impossible, because of you it's all brand new, my life is now worth while, i can't imagine me without you..
ì i*yawn* wow it's so weird going to school haha especially since everything is all new and different but its all good.. since i don't really know anybody yet, i spent my break waiting for my councelor for like one hour.. damn so many people.. when i finally got there, i went over the things i should do and what it will take to get a 4.0.. thats about all that happened for my day. afterschool i went to office max to get some more school supplies. wow i guess hella other people needed to go too cause it was shit busy! lala well nothing else to write.. i just woke up from a nap.. hehe maybe i should head back to bed..
ì its so hard to say how a love could end this way the one that use to care for you just turns and walks away and it's so hard to fight to leave the pain behind when all the things you are looking for your heart just can't seem to find
i'll be the air that you breathe i'll give you the strength that you need i'll be the light in your eyes when hope begins hard to see i'll be your shining star to guide you wherever you are and i promise i'll be by your side always you and i
no your not alone without a love to call your own cause i'll always be right there for you a heart that's always true baby i'm giving mine to you and everything you'll ever need i promise i'll do
ì ai am about to leave but i am just waiting for christina to tell me the suprise.. damn taking her a long time haha.. its coo though.. blahh.. can't stop thinking about some things right now.. i wish this feeling would go away cause i know whats best right now is for me to just go with the flow.. and just accept things the way they are.. but for some reason i just can't do that.. arghs! its feelings i just can't stop from feeling no matter how hard i try.. and maybe these feelings are the reason why things are the way they are right now.. damnit everything is so confusing right now.. i just don't know what to do.. but no matter what happens, in the end everything is all on me.. well.. christina is finally done so ima go see whats the big suprise.. and ima bounce out now..
ì aiyah.. i think xanga is being a little bitch right now but oh wells nothing i can do about it.. im waiting to head out in a little bit.. so as of now im just downloading some slow jams like always.. damn i drank hella ice coffee today.. too much caffeine for me plus some candy =] kept me going at work though so it's all good.. i saw my schedule for next week.. damn hella little hours =\ arghs.. but i guess school should be more important then making money so i guess its all good.. i only got in like 34 hours this week.. damn it felt like hella more, i guess not.. haha look at my last entry, someone i don't even know thinks i can get a 4.0 haha, yup she's right, if i set my mind to it =] thats all for today.. damn i really need to change my song.. oh well..
hmm.. i wonder why my xanga doesn't show the date? oh well thats okay i guess.. let's see.. about my day.. what a day.. but i am not really going to talk about it.. so on to something else, school is going to start in like two days =O oh man... and i still don't have a backpack haha how sad.. here's my to do list..
- get a good backpack - get my permit shit - get my paperwork shit in - 4.0 this year =]
haha think i can do it? isn't it funny how the most important thing out of the four is the last one? haha but yeah.. time for me to set my priorities right..
